Oh, it’s been four years already since I created this blog (oh how time flies) and while I’ve been MIA for most of the time I still can’t resist sharing my life story to the world (even if it’s anonymously). Not much has changed since I started writing entries for this blog. What started out of boredom eventually helped me get through some of the toughest points in my life. Sharing what I’m going through and having people offer their advice helped me realize that there are so many things in life I could do and still haven’t done. Knowing that there are people who can relate to my stories and experiences opened my eyes and helped me gain new perspective on things. So to everyone who stuck with me since the beginning and who’s always been there for me, many thanks!
On another note, as I look back at some of the stuff I’ve written before makes me sad and honestly cringe. HAHA I guess I’ve haven’t changed a bit or at least nothing significant has changed in my life. Sure, I’ve had different jobs, met new people, got in and out of a relationship, travelled and gained so many experiences but I’m still relatively in the same state as I was four years ago.
Or maybe it’s just me not looking at the bright side of things. While I don’t consider myself a pessimist and more realist, I still find it hard to look at my life and think I’m doing something good. Anyway, enough with this hullabaloo and me ranting about how life sucks, things are actually looking up. Maybe being alone and spending more time with myself and focusing on doing what I want is helping me get through this quarter life crisis — or perhaps because I’m high most of the time too. But yeah. I’m happy and content – for now. And I hope anyone who gets to read this is having a great day!