I haven’t updated my blog in a long time leaving my followers (if there are any) wondering whether I’ve lost interest in what I’m doing (or pretending to be doing) or just dead. Well I’m not dead, obviously, but I am still in a rut, which is no better actually. I’ve been spending my days watching television, jerking off on porn, and sleeping late. Come to think of it, it’s not that bad. Not bad at all.

So why do I feel like my life is fucked up? Honestly, I don’t know. I couldn’t possibly be going through a midlife crisis at 22, right? Oh Fuck, I hope not.

6 responses »

  1. Mark Joe says:

    more of like a quarter life crisis, since you’re 22..

  2. Leandro says:

    haha. . .that is not really bad. Still young so you have all the time but don’t loiter much. you might end up having a real mid life crisis.

  3. Iñigo Ak says:

    midlife at 22? may be not yet 🙂 I can relate though to what you’re experiencing. yes, it sucks pero lilipas din yan. Might as well say that to yourself. “Lilipas din ito.” It might just take time. meanwhile, keep on jerking off on porn 😉 i still do. just don’t do drugs; drink moderately; don’t hurt yourself; and remain kind and nice as always.

  4. IANVS says:

    The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers. — M. Scott Peck

  5. Packo says:

    Maybe its time to find a new job. Been with the same situation before and I know it wasn’t pretty. My brother once told me “an idle mind is the play ground of the devil.”

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